So.

For the last couple of days or so, I've been making these short, vague, mildly alarming entries. The post time doesn't show up (really, I've been thinking about adding it, but I don't know how it would fit into my format) but I made them late at night. Like I'm doing now, pretty much. The reason for this is that for the past two days, I've been getting really fucking depressed, especially in the night-al arena. I am just really not having a good time. I really don't know how to explain it any other way. I've been thinking about singing and recording "I Can't Reach You," which is the song that I've had on repeat all day, but I don't know if that would be a good thing or not.

I'd really like things to distract me. Technically, that thing could be school, since I believe I have assignments and readings and things that I should be doing, but it takes too much energy, and it's boring. TV is boring. The internet is boring. Well, until some of you update your blogs, and even then I skim over a lot of entries. Sorry. I brought my cross-stitch back with me but I can't even work on it. The only thing I seem to want to do at the moment is shake my limbs nervously, hum, and bang my head against my desk. [rolleyes]

Also, I've decided to stop reading posts. I went on the board a few times today to check my PMs. The first time I had 4 (yay!) but on subsequent visits there were none. I don't know how long this will last, and I'm not claiming it's going to be anything permanent. The board is just more trouble than it's worth to me lately. It's becoming difficult and upsetting. And I don't care about the people who are making these posts that upset me, so what's the point?

In case no one has noticed, I'm a very unhappy person.