Um. This probably is not good.

I think I'm cracking up. No, I mean, really. I chronciled my problems with warmer weather, yes? The bugs, the heat, the light, the noise, the smells, the crushing, teeming, herds of people? It's really a problem. I can't deal with it. There's this painful constriction in my chest, and I get disoriented, and scared, and I want to scream and cry and start punching people and run away. I'm shaking. I don't want to leave my fucking room. I've only gone to two classes so far this week. And that's too much.

I really think that I am crazy.